Nate doesn't even need to see that heaviness there in Peter's eyes — he can feel it through their connection, never mind his being a telepath.
It makes him sigh — makes him drop his gaze and close his eyes for a moment as he tries to ground himself. It's not that he doesn't want to feel what Peter is right now or be connected with him. It's just he needs to not let himself drown in it and lose what he himself is feeling right now.
"Pete... it's ok." And he's so very earnest when he says that — when he lifts his gaze and looks up to him. "I know you don't mean it like that. Just in the moment... I reacted to it without even thinking about it. I do that sometimes. I get into arguments and stuff with Scott because of it. I guess you could say it's a bad trait of mine."
"You should call me out on it, okay? Because people have treated you like shit for being what you are and I won't be one of them."
Even as he says it he kind of sniffles and moves to step closer though he worries about pushing things, pushing Nate when he might not be ready. His arms fall loosely at his side, wanting to reach out for Nate but stopping himself. Not wanting to push him into something just because Peter is desperate to be close to him.
"You're allowed to react, and you can be upset with what I said. Just know I'm going to apologize if I screw up, and I did. But I truly do appreciate you for what you can do, what it means for us. How much you know I care, but I will still tell you all the time. Because I can."
He has him there, and he can tell him and show him and he will take advantage of that every chance he has until he doesn't.
"I feel like no matter how many times I tell you I know, it's not gonna be enough for you, so. Maybe we should just... move on to something else." It's said with a faint smile on his lips before he lets himself reach out and take Peter's hands in his.
Gently, he pushes the feeling of reassurance through their bond — needing Peter to really feel it.
"If you really want to make it up to me, can I suggest some food maybe?" His body burning up as much energy as it does makes him hungry a lot of the time.
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It makes him sigh — makes him drop his gaze and close his eyes for a moment as he tries to ground himself. It's not that he doesn't want to feel what Peter is right now or be connected with him. It's just he needs to not let himself drown in it and lose what he himself is feeling right now.
"Pete... it's ok." And he's so very earnest when he says that — when he lifts his gaze and looks up to him. "I know you don't mean it like that. Just in the moment... I reacted to it without even thinking about it. I do that sometimes. I get into arguments and stuff with Scott because of it. I guess you could say it's a bad trait of mine."
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Even as he says it he kind of sniffles and moves to step closer though he worries about pushing things, pushing Nate when he might not be ready. His arms fall loosely at his side, wanting to reach out for Nate but stopping himself. Not wanting to push him into something just because Peter is desperate to be close to him.
"You're allowed to react, and you can be upset with what I said. Just know I'm going to apologize if I screw up, and I did. But I truly do appreciate you for what you can do, what it means for us. How much you know I care, but I will still tell you all the time. Because I can."
He has him there, and he can tell him and show him and he will take advantage of that every chance he has until he doesn't.
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Gently, he pushes the feeling of reassurance through their bond — needing Peter to really feel it.
"If you really want to make it up to me, can I suggest some food maybe?" His body burning up as much energy as it does makes him hungry a lot of the time.
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He's screwed up some things in huge ways with those he loves, and he hates the idea of doing the same thing with this man in front of him.
Stepping in until he's brushing against Nate, his arms still folded but looser now as he leans into him.
"I can do that. Want me to cook or would you feel safer if I swung out and grabbed something?" Asking that though he smiles, nudging him again.